Around 6 months ago my dream came true & I got my fairytale wedding every little girl dreams of……
I can’t tell you enough how much God works in our lives even when we don’t see it at the time. Before I met Dre, I had gone through a tough life, one that no one should ever have to go through. People on the outside looking in may think I had it easy by the way I would put a fake smile on my face and pretend to be happy. Little did they know I have been abused my whole life mentally, physically, and sexually. I saw things in my life that no kid should even know what that was. I had people in my life who were supposed to be there and be my protector do things to me that made me feel not loved, insecure, scared, confused, not wanted, humiliated, I could go on and on. I couldn’t take it anymore so I moved out when I was 17 and started taking care of myself by myself! I made a huge mistake but turned out to be the biggest blessings when I got pregnant at the young age of 18 to a man I hardly even knew. I tried to make it right and do what I thought everyone wanted. I was in a marriage that was toxic for both of us and brought out the worst in each other. I was just following my past relationships. I only knew one thing. Until one day we made the decision to get a divorce but only in that same week my life turned all around. I had gone viral (not meaning to) and hundreds of thousands of people were following me and my life. I tried to make it work and act like this was the right thing to do. When we finally did what was best for our kids we got a divorce and moved on our separate lives. It was hard and I felt humiliated in front of thousands of people. After that I started partying to clear away the pain and all it did was hurt me in the end. I finally just asked God to let me know what you sent me on this earth for and show me what plans you have for me. Around that time I met this guy I was crushing on at the gym for months but never showed interest in him. One day he came up to me out of no where and asked me if he could take me out on a date but I said no. I had been hurt so many times in the past that I didn’t want to be hurt again. After 3 different times of him asking and the time he slips a note in my hand with his name and number on it my phone crashes and literally he is the only number I have. That’s when I finally called him and I took Dre up on his date. After our first date I knew he was the one! After going on a couple of dates I saw He treated me like a Queen and did things for me that no other man had ever done. It wasn’t the materialistic things it was the things he would notice about me and do whatever he could to make me happy! The day I fell in love with him was when I saw how he was with his son and I saw what a great father he was!!!! He treated my kids like his own and he would always do whatever it took to make sure we were alright! He would go above and beyond to help me out in anyway he could! We just kept getting closer and closer and he finally made me HAPPY! I had joy!!!! For the first time in my life I felt loved!!!! When he asked me to marry him on July 7th my heart stoped & I felt like I was in this fairytale. I couldn’t believe I was actually going to marry my best friend, my soul mate, my king, my rock, I can’t believe I get to call this amazing man My Husband! March 11th will always be a day I never forget because everything I went through In life, all the abuse, all the people saying I wasn’t anything, saying I would never be anything, saying I should of never been born, told me no one would ever loved me, well on this day God gave me a Rock to protect me for the rest of my life and shows me what unconditional love is everyday I’m with him!!!
Now our life isn’t perfect, but we’re perfect together!
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